Chapter 71
Chapter 71
Cry until midnight, get drunk until midnight.
Erhai Moon has been accompanying her all the time, and the moonlight is bright and clear, which is very similar to Li Yu's sad heart at this moment and here.
He? Drunk, lying on the table muttering to himself, "Why? Why?"
"Why?" Zhuang Lu asked while cleaning up the debris on the balcony.
"Why is she gay!"
"There's no reason for that. She likes girls, and she happens to be a girl too." Zhuang Lu replied, while thinking, if girls and girls are together, is it okay for her and Nian Nian?
After all, in this world, the priority of love seems to be inherently higher than that of friendship. Friendship can last a lifetime, but you can't ask friends to give you [-]% company.
It seems that if you want to be together forever, only love can be so tyrannical and unreasonable.
No, Zhuang Lu thought about it for a second, thinking about someone she likes... She even confessed to that person in her dream!
Thinking of this, Zhuang Lu also felt that her heart was as cold and pale as it is today and this month.
"Oh...", she couldn't help but sighed.
The cousins and brothers immediately exuded the same sluggish temperament.
Li Yu cried: "How can I be so sad? It's the first time I really like someone else! But that person can only be my brother because of my sexual orientation!"
Zhuang Lu sighed, "You can at least speak, but I don't even need to speak, alas... I can't even have any thoughts."
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"Don't talk nonsense, if you can't ask for it, just think about it, the next one will be better, and the next one will be more obedient."
"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
"Then why do you want to change your personality?" Zhuang Lu also opened a bottle of beer, took a sip, and felt a little melancholy for the first time, "What if the two of us just change our gender."
At least, it's possible.
Zhuang Lu took another sip and looked at the Erhai Moon hanging high above, as if laughing at their wishful thinking.
"Don't think about it, it should be yours, it's yours, it shouldn't be yours, no matter how hard you force it, it's useless."
Zhuang Lu grabbed Li Yu, dragged him in from the balcony, and stuffed him under the quilt in the room.
"Sleep well, wake up tomorrow, we are a good man again!"
After Li Yu was settled down, Zhuang Lu was ready to go back to her room, and Nian Nian was still waiting!
As soon as he left Li Yu's room, he saw Chao Qingchen sitting alone in the small garden on the second floor of the B&B, drinking tea.
Chao Qingchen watched Zhuang Lu approaching, and poured her a cup of tea, "He? Is he okay?"
Zhuang Lu looked at her set of tea ceremony, and listened to her questioning, and shook her head with a wry smile, "A boy's first love is always heartbreaking."
After finishing speaking, she picked up the cup of tea and took a sip, "Drink tea at night, so I won't be able to sleep later."
Chao Qingchen said indifferently, "This is hangover tea, do you want more? Please bring a cup to Li Yu."
Zhuang Lu nodded, looking at Chao Qingchen's aloof appearance, she couldn't help but ask, "How does it feel to like the same sex?"
Chao Qingchen raised his eyebrows, "It's the feeling between you and Nianxi."
"Huh?" Zhuang Lu was taken aback, "You mean?"
Chao Qingchen tilted his head, a little puzzled, "Did I read it wrong? No way."
Zhuang Lu fell into deep thought and didn't speak.
Chao Qingchen was not an enthusiastic person, so she prepared Li Yu's hangover tea and put it aside to let it cool down.
Zhuang Lu recovered from her thoughts and asked her: "I don't understand my own heart, I just know that I like to be with Nian Nian very much, I dare not imagine that she will have a boyfriend in the future, and then we will drift away Case."
"Oh~" Zhao Qingchen had a deep meaning, she was like a mirror in her heart, and gently tapped: "Then you will become her girlfriend. Besides, I also like you when I see Nianxi."
Zhuang Lu sighed, "She has someone she likes, someone she likes very much."
"No? Right. Am I wrong again?"
The hangover tea was a bit cold, Chao Qingchen handed the teacup to Zhuang Lu, "It's troublesome."
Zhuang Lu picked up the tea and got up to leave. She said to Qingchen last, "I feel like you are lonely. If you can, I hope you can distinguish whether you really like her or if you are afraid that you will fall into loneliness again without this friend. Because, I can see that Nianxi understands her heart very well."
To be honest, Zhuang Lu didn't quite understand this sentence, but Nian Nian understood her heart very well?what kind of heart?understand what?
But she understood the meaning of the first half of the sentence, so she couldn't help thinking about her inexplicable affection for Nian Nian, did she really like it?Or is it just a fear of losing?
A trip to Dali started happily and ended anticlimactic.
The next day, Chao Qingchen left early.
Li Yu seemed to have lost his soul. He didn't have the slightest mood to continue traveling. He was going to fly back that day.
Zhuang Lu was worried that something would happen to the broken-hearted young man, not to mention that she had a lot of things hidden in her heart, so after discussing with Wu Meiren, the two of them went back with Li Yu.
When leaving Dali, Wu Mei
For her, this journey is still a beautiful chapter in her secret love, where she made a promise with Zhuangzhuang about the future.
And the future comes so fast, so fast? Sometimes it is like a howling wind, people are unaware of it, but the wind has traveled thousands of miles.
Sun Rui's student union? The more you work, the more you become more proficient as the chairman. The things you do benefit the majority of students.
At the end of the next semester of her junior year, she had already paid back the 10,000+ money owed to Wu Nianxi, because these dry goods courses would continue to have income, and Sun Rui, who was debt-free, did not. He was stingy, but he was even more generous, donating all the income from these successive meetings.
She seems to let out those nights and stagnation in her heart? While resigning from the student union? President, she began to prepare for the civil service exam.
"I still like the feeling of serving the people." She said to Zhuang Lu with a smile.
Zhuang Lu's debt repayment group reminds him every day, and only reminds Wang Hongtao to work hard to make money and pay back the money every day.
When Sun Rui stepped down as student chairperson, Lin Yun and Wen Zhuo graduated.
Immediately? The day before leaving school, Lin Yun came to look for Wu Nianxi.
"You said that this school is not big, but I can't meet you anyway. I haven't seen you for almost a year? How are you? Nianxi?" Lin Yun became more mature, and his always cheerful big white teeth also restrained. A lot, the whole person's temperament is more stable.
"Congratulations, senior. I heard that you got an offer from the university." Wu Nianxi was still polite and distant. "Did you find me today? Anything?"
Lin Yun smiled, and the corners of his eyes were a little tired. For him, getting this offer has been a lot of hard work, but the journey has just begun.
"I'm fine. I'm leaving school tomorrow. I just... want to see you for the last time." Lin Yun smiled, "During the time you rejected me, I often thought, if my family was better off, I would The more handsome I am, the lighter the burden on my shoulders, the younger I am, the more confident I am, I don't care how many times you reject me, I recognize you. It's a pity... People always have to grow up and learn to compromise."
Lin Yun smiled, but seemed to be crying.
But in the world of adults, one must always be decent. Before the final emotional turmoil, he said goodbye to Wu Nianxi with a smile.
Wu Nianxi had just returned from the exam, and went back to the dormitory with Zhuang Lu, Dong Yangyan, Tao Ru, and Sun Rui.
When Lin Yun and Wu Nianxi were talking, the other four stood beside each other.
Waiting in the distance, watching Lin Yun leave with a stiff back, Dong Yangyan said: "He? He should be crying in the wind now, have you seen the short video? It was just crying in pain, and then a person walked towards him and immediately returned to normal. Passed by and continued to cry exaggeratedly."
Tao Ru raised her hand to cover Dong Yangyan's mouth, "Stop talking! It's so graphic!"
But Lin Yun turned around suddenly, ran back again, took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to Zhuang Lu, "Wen Zhuo asked me to give it to you, he? He has gone abroad, he? Said you put him? He's blocked, he doesn't have the courage to give it to you face to face..."
After handing in the letter, Lin Yun took one last look at Wu Nianxi, turned around and left resolutely.
His youth is over...
His love was destroyed...
Dong Yangyan said again: "I feel that the bgm at this time should be - if love is no longer for you, it doesn't matter
不 必 给 我 安慰 我 伤悲
As if I put away my true love from now on and no one will give it to me
Would I? Try to let go of the past and how beautiful it was..."
"Enough!" Tao Ru covered Dong Yangyan's mouth again. "What did Wen Zhuo write?"
Zhuang Lu opened it, and Wen Zhuo's handwriting was strong and beautiful.
Wu Nianxi was even more nervous and immediately leaned over to look at it. After all, Wen Zhuo and Qiu Yi are different.
I saw what was written on it——on this train of life, there are always people approaching and others leaving. I never regret the passing of fate. I just look back on the four years of college, and I am still very concerned about the misunderstanding between you and me. I often reflect on the reason, and I finally figured it out. Maybe you misunderstood me as a cold and heartless person about Cai Jing. Although I have a cold temper, I am not what you think.
I am a law student, and the punishments for the crime of intentional injury and the crime of abuse are completely different in law. The reason is that the crime of abuse is more harmful to the society. The object of the crime of abuse is specific, and the social harm is less. At that time, it was considered to be different from intentional injury.But later, I realized that many things in the world cannot be distinguished so simply. My thoughts at that time seem too naive and ignorant now.
Both Yu Hu and I are trying to find ways to make up for our mistakes. We have been staring at Zhang Kunrong and submitted a real-name report letter after he was selected as a civil servant. In the end, we don’t know whether it is the function of our report letter or his lack of ability. He? After failing to pass the selection, Yu Hu packed up the evidence of Zhang Kunrong's friend spreading rumors. Wherever he went to apply for the job, the report letter would follow there. This is what Yu Hu said personally.
Yu Hu thought himself a sinner, and now he should have reached his destination. He chose to become a supporting teacher to pay for his sins.
Zhuang Lu, I don’t know why I wrote this letter. People always go on different paths when writing this letter. We can no longer go to the same destination. This letter may only be a footnote for my four years in college.
Goodbye? Junior.
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