Chapter 51 Afterword
Chapter 51 Afterword
When Shen Shicang saw Chen Yueyang for the first time, he felt astonished.
He has a pair of peach blossom eyes that don't look obtrusive when placed on a beauty's face. His eyes are filled with a breathtaking gleam. However, his temperament is so rebellious, and there is a sense of presence at the corners of his brows and eyes. He was full of ruffian, coupled with the fact that he was dressed extremely outstandingly, it made him appear to be extremely fierce.
It is obviously a naturally beautiful face, but it does not look feminine at all. Instead, it has found a delicate balance between the two extremes of fierceness and beauty.This endows him with a kind of magical power, no matter how complicated the environment is, he can instantly attract the attention of others.
For example, before the incomparably extravagant banquet started, Shen Shicang also caught sight of him in the corner when Yi Xiang was walking in and out of the door of the small garden.
On this occasion where all the audience are suits or evening gowns, he is wearing a pure black casual attire. The sleeves of the bright red coat are raised to the elbows, revealing his slender and fair forearms. Expensive Patek Philippe.
In the next second, a loud slap was slapped on his face.
"Chen Yueyang! What did I tell you, why did you come here in such a nonsensical dress?!" After the middle-aged man slapped him, he cursed him in a rough voice.
Shen Shicang's heart couldn't help but stop beating, he had never seen such a violent man, even when Liu Chenghai attacked Shen Yuemei, he was not so scary.
Most of the southerners speak softly, and seldom explode like a firecracker ignited in a cup.
Shen Shicang originally thought that the young man would be terrified by the thunderous rage, but unexpectedly, the man slowly returned to his crooked face, and then yelled back in a more irritable manner: "Then I Just go to a nondescript place to match this outfit!"
After finishing speaking, he ignored the furious man behind him, turned around and rode on the BMW Double R painted in royal blue paint, the roar of the engine gradually left Shen Shicang's sight from near to far.
This year, Shen Shicang was less than 15 years old, and he came to Beijing alone.In two months, he will enter the No. [-] Middle School of the city to study.And his mother was also transferred to a hospital in Beijing a few days ago.
This year, Shen Shicang's life was gray.
Until this moment, he seemed to see a shot of rainbow-colored tonic reinjected into his gray life tone.
Shen Shicang originally thought that this was just a one-sided meeting, but unexpectedly, two months later, he met Chen Yueyang again in his new class.
He still had that fearless temperament, his whole body was as sharp as a sharp knife, and he sat beside him without any explanation.
Shen Shicang was not the kind of talkative person originally, so just like this, the two became tablemates.
He is like a flame, not only illuminating his light gray life, but also bringing him a warmth that he has never had before - that is a kind of warmth that comes from outside his relatives, without blood relationship as a bond, this feeling Even more amazing.
Although Chen Yueyang did sometimes do some very excessive things, it caused Shen Shicang a headache.
However, Chen Yueyang would put his face on the comic book during the self-study class, and then stare at him sideways for several minutes.
Shen Shicang tried his best not to squint, but the messy mathematical formulas he wrote betrayed his nervousness.
"Shen Shicang." Chen Yueyang called him.
This person likes to elongate the end sound when he speaks, but it doesn't look procrastinated, but has a lazy and playful feeling.
He didn't turn his head to look at him, and still wrote the wrong formula on the paper.
However, Chen Yueyang didn't shut up because the other party didn't look at him, but continued to speak out.
He said: "Can't you just smile? You said you are so good-looking, and it's too wasteful to always have a coffin-faced face."
When Shen Shicang heard the words, he glanced sideways at him, and was completely attracted by those smiling peach blossom eyes.His beautiful eyes, when he is not frowning, will look extraordinarily affectionate, which is very attractive.
After staring at those eyes for several seconds, Shen Shicang came back to his senses. He hastily withdrew his eyes and continued to stare at his paper.
Later, for some reason, he fell in love with passing notes.
Every day in the self-study class, he passed the small note to him in different ways. Shen Shicang would open it the first few times to read it, but later he didn't even open it.He simply left it on the table all the time, but after Chen Yueyang left after class, he quietly put it away.
In the first winter Shen Shicang spent in Beijing, he felt the coldest temperature in his life.
When he was dressed in snow and rushed to the hospital, Shen Yuemei was already gone.
Countless memories flooded in at this moment, and the suffocating pain made him unable to breathe.
Shen Shicang had only heard people say before that the winter in the north was very cold, so cold that the ice and snow would not melt for several months, but at this moment, he really felt the chill that penetrated his heart.
He returned to the school like a walking dead, leaning on the rostrum and looking at the dark sky, he suddenly felt that life was boring.
Until he saw Chen Yueyang who was bruised all over by the belt.
This person always seemed to have an unfathomably optimistic look, even now grinning his teeth in pain, the unyielding arrogance between his brows never disappeared.
He listened to the other party's rambling for a while before he realized that his uncle and brother were gone.
Shen Shicang thought, if it was still ancient times, this person might be like Yang Guo, the Condor Hero described by Jin Yong - even if an arm is broken, he can stand up again.
And this time he also wanted to try to stand up, so Shen Shicang chose to run away from home.
He blocked everyone in the Shen family, no matter whether the Shen family came to look for him in person or sent someone to look for him, he ignored them all.
Taking this as an opportunity, Shen Shicang began to pay attention to Chen Yueyang involuntarily.
When Chen Yueyang was playing with his mobile phone in class, he couldn't help looking at him; when Chen Yueyang was reading comics in class, he couldn't help looking at him; even when Chen Yueyang was sleeping on the table in self-study class, Shen Shicang still couldn't help looking at him.
Watching him silently gradually became the most important habit in Shen Shicang's life.
Later, Shen Shicang even went to watch him play. After watching a lot, he gradually learned basketball, but all the basketball skills can be said to be replicas of Chen Yueyang.Because every movement is exactly like a mirror.
However, Shen Shicang felt that only these were not enough.
So he thought of a more concealed and efficient method.
Relying on his excellent computer skills, he hacked into the school's intranet and opened up an anonymous sub-forum that only student users can enter.
I thought that this kind of thing would not go well, but unexpectedly, the rebelliousness of the students towards their elders and the school was extremely unified. Over the years, after going to school and graduating, there have been several groups of people changing back and forth, and this sub-forum has remained safe and sound. It exists and has not been discovered by any school leaders.
Shen Shicang's original purpose of opening this anonymous forum was to ask other people in the school under the cloak of anonymity, because he wanted to know what Chen Yueyang looked like in a place he couldn't see.
This idea of wanting to know everything about the other party is like a virus that has invaded the computer system, making him sink deeper and deeper, to the point where he cannot extricate himself.
Because he kept such an unspeakable secret in his heart, Shen Shicang usually showed more tolerance towards Chen Yueyang than before.No matter what kind of jokes he made to himself, or how outrageous things he said, Shen Shicang never refuted anything.
He knew that the other party's teasing was unintentional, so he couldn't give any response, but the more Chen Yueyang teased him unintentionally, the more unhappy Shen Shicang felt—it seemed that all the weight was on his heart alone superior.
Until Chen Yueyang played too much, Shen Shicang couldn't bear it.
But after that, faced with the problem of classifying arts and sciences, Shen Shicang heard the news that Chen Yueyang was preparing to study literature by accident, and suddenly fell into an ice cellar.
And the reason why Chen Yueyang chose liberal arts is also very simple, he just simply doesn't like chemical equations - he hates this kind of ghost symbols that are not like English.
Since there will be no more chances in the future, Shen Shicang decided to tell the other party about this matter, after all, there may not be any chances to get so close in the future.
However, the courage he had finally mustered up was completely suppressed by that stick.
The fight at the back gate of the school broke his heart more than breaking his arm.
After recovering from the injury and being discharged from the hospital, the arts and sciences have been divided into classes. One of them is in class A and the other is in class 12. Usually, they are farthest away from any school activities. It seems that there is no intersection anymore. The intersection situation, if nothing unexpected happens, should last forever.
Just one year after this situation, Shen Shicang had already accepted such an unsalty ending, but an accident happened at this moment.
At the beginning of the third year of high school, the two of them moved into the same dormitory because of an accident that led to a soul exchange.
Early the next morning, Shen Shicang stared at the face in the mirror, feeling very unreal.
The feeling of living in the same room is very strange, and it seems to be more inextricable than being at the same table.
And his introverted personality has always been used to suffering himself. He is very afraid that he will lose control for a while and do something irreparable.
But Chen Yueyang, as if he had forgotten the incident in the first year of high school, still smiled at him every day.
Shen Shicang almost couldn't hide it.
Because, that time at Shen's house, Shen Shiwang got drunk and went crazy, insisting on playing hide-and-seek.
At that time, both of them were hiding behind the curtain, very close to each other.This seemed to be the first time that Shen Shicang was so close to him, and it lasted for such a long time.
He couldn't understand his own physique very well. The self-control of the two Shen family brothers was so strong that it was terrifying. In short, they were ascetic as a living person.If it was his own body, there would definitely not be such an embarrassing accident, but at that time, he was in Chen Yueyang's body...
Chen Yueyang's physique is similar to that of a normal person. Apart from his huge advantage in instantaneous explosive power, he is a young man with very good physical fitness.Of course, some impulses are also what teenagers should have.
Therefore, Shen Shicang reacted embarrassingly like that.
It was a scorching sensation that he had never experienced before, because the feeling buried deep in his heart erupted at this moment, an irresistible heat was transmitted from the deepest part to all the limbs, so hot that His scalp is numb.
He quickly ran into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and sprinkled the biting cold water on his body, but the scorching feeling that gushed out from the depths of his heart was so hard to get rid of.
Especially when he heard Chen Yueyang shouting outside the bathroom, his whole body became more and more hot as if possessed by a demon.
He forgot how long he had been in the cold water, so that the scorching heat and impulsiveness became less obvious, his body began to slowly return to calm, and his mood also slowly returned to calm.
In short, this incident completely collapsed Shen Shicang's defense line all along, so that after this, Shen Shicang did not dare to get too close to Chen Yueyang, for fear of repeating the same mistakes.
During the time they lived together, Shen Shicang's understanding of Chen Yueyang quickly expanded from 180 degrees to 360 degrees.But the more he knew Chen Yueyang, the more he dared not say some things.
Because Chen Yueyang is too extroverted and lively, unconsciously provoking others has become his passive skill, no matter who he is facing, Chen Yueyang is like this, and he is not embarrassed to joke around.
And there was such a shameful thing hidden in his heart, so he felt even more hesitant.
Even though Chen Yueyang helped him so much, whether it was the student union or the Shen family, Chen Yueyang helped him make the group of people clear, but Shen Shicang still didn't dare to think about extravagant things.
Because, Chen Yueyang treats other people the same way.
Although he is bad, he has a high prestige in school. Just because he will help Mingyue at any time, it can be seen that he is essentially a very enthusiastic and cheerful boy.
Later, Chen Yueyang entered the student union under his shell. Although he would occasionally make Yin Songye feel uncomfortable, when the other party had any difficulties, he would not ignore them.
Not to mention Tao Yiran, who had a good relationship with him later, and his buddies in class 12.
Of course, the person Shen Shicang found most unbearable was Lian Yuxing.
In fact, I can't tell what the reason is, when Shen Shicang first met Lian Yuxing, he felt that this person was not good.
He felt that he was not such a narrow-minded person. When Chen Yueyang stayed with Tao Yiran, Guan Zhe and others, Shen Shicang never felt anything wrong, but when he heard that Chen Yueyang had an appointment with Lian Yuxing alone, Shen Shicang was very angry.
This kind of anger was even more serious when it broke Mingyue's confession to Chen Yueyang.
Later, they finally returned to their respective bodies.
Shen Shicang originally thought that this accident was just a dream, after waking up from the dream, Chen Yueyang would leave 401, and would no longer have any contact with him, but unexpectedly, Chen Yueyang stayed.
So he couldn't help but test the other party's mood until he saw that post on the anonymous forum.
It was a very familiar post, whether it was the tone or the things described, it was very familiar, as if it just happened to me.
Shen Shicang opened the source code of the webpage and found the IP that posted the post. Sure enough, the person who posted the post was Chen Yueyang.
But when Shen Shicang saw the content of Chen Yueyang's reply to Mingyue, his heart, which had just warmed up, cooled down again - he really just wanted to test, and didn't really have any other thoughts about himself.
Although modern society has given this minority group a certain amount of respect and understanding, it does not mean that this road is an easy one.Since the other party didn't have this idea, he had no reason to take him on such a road full of thorns and bumps.
It's good that only he knows about those dark side things. Chen Yueyang must always live in the sun.
That's what he thought, so he put away the slightly leaked emotions one by one, so that no one could see the clues.
Until Chen Yueyang hit a straight ball.
He never thought that there would be a day when there would be a bright future.
And after the willows and flowers came to light, Chen Yueyang saw the note he had hidden for several years, and only then did he realize how heavy and profound this feeling, which was late for more than 1000 days and nights, was.
Chen Yueyang couldn't help asking him: "Shen Shicang, don't you feel like... a stalker?"
Originally, he didn't want to use such words to describe Shen Shicang, but he really wanted to know how Shen Shicang got through these more than 1000 days and nights.
But this time, it was rare for Shen Shicang to not be stingy with words, and told him the past events one by one in a concise manner.
However, after hearing these things, Chen Yueyang always felt that something was weird.
Although this person was born with a fairy-like face, he was so cold that he seemed otherworldly, how could he do such a thing, so... hard to explain in words?
Chen Yueyang thought that the things he usually did to him were excessive enough, but he didn't expect this guy to do so many more excessive things secretly.
Regarding this, Shen Shicang said: "I have never followed you."
Chen Yueyang laughed angrily at him: "Yes, you have never followed me, but you directly installed a tracking plug-in in my mobile phone, and you can see where I am with a search on your computer. I said that when I fell into the water , and the time you were kidnapped by Cheng Mingxi's grandson, you showed up so quickly, so it turned out that you were cheating."
Shen Shicang glanced at him with lowered eyes, and then gave a faint "hmm".
"Are you still 'huh'?! 'Huh' what! Shen Shicang, why didn't I realize that you are this kind of person before!" Chen Yueyang couldn't help but teased, "You said you grew up such an unearthly picture for nothing Face, how did you do something so obscene."
Hearing the last word, Shen Shicang couldn't help frowning.
Chen Yueyang also felt that his words were too much, so he quickly explained: "Don't be angry, it's not that I don't know that I owe you something, I don't really miss you that much... Well, anyway, I am much more obscene than you, Is this all right?"
After finishing speaking, Chen Yueyang stood up from the sofa, and suddenly thought of the unfinished business in the hotel a while ago.
I always feel that two people have been dating for a while, and it doesn't seem like a thing to be hanging around.
So, Chen Yueyang asked him: "Do you have a date with a handsome guy? The one who doesn't go home at night."
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