To say goodbye is to die a little

Chapter 23

When the second period was about to start, Chang Yue returned to the classroom, and the people in the classroom stared at him for a long time.Liu Ren still walked around the classroom as usual, and left soon.

As soon as the math teacher came in, he started explaining the homework topics.

Chang Yue tried four or five times, but his mind was always distracted after a while, his head was in a daze, and he couldn't concentrate.

Zhi Qiyuan secretly handed over the note: Are you okay?Just now Su Yan came to look for you.

After reading it, Chang Yue replied "it's all right".

As soon as the bell rang for the last class, Chang Yue picked up his things and left.

Su Yan didn't meet Chang Yue again.

There are still four or five people in the classroom of Class 774 packing up their things.

"What happened?" Su Yan asked.

"I don't know either!" Zhi Qiyuan was distressed for a while, scratched his hair, and lowered his voice, "A little girl came to Chang Yue and called him 'brother', and Chang Yue was suddenly very angry... .Then he was called to the office by the teacher in charge. Someone said some gossip, but he didn't hear it. I think it must be something happened in the office."

"It seems to be a family matter," Wang Shangzhou frowned, "Chang Yue may not want to tell us, so it's not easy for us to inquire."

"I'll go to the dormitory with you." Su Yan said.

"Row."

Wang Shangzhou and Zhi Qiyuan quickly packed up their things, and the three of them walked to the dormitory together.

The lights in front of the dormitory building were bright, and there were loud noises.

As soon as Su Yan stepped into the gate, she suddenly regretted, "...I still won't go up, he probably doesn't want to see people very much now."

Wang Shangzhou and Zhi Qiyuan looked at each other.Wang Shangzhou agreed, "Okay, let's not bother him anymore, wait for him to take it easy."

Zhi Qiyuan nodded.

Su Yan walked towards the school gate, from the brilliance to the dark place covered by trees, to the steps with a single lamp, and then to the bright school steps, swiped his card, went out, swiped his card again to enter the community after a while, he was upset , almost tripped over a raised stone slab on the path.

Su Yan turned on the light with a click, tidied up, took out the dessert Chang Yue brought him from the backpack, put it in the refrigerator, and sat on the sofa.

The phone lit up, and he immediately picked it up to check, it wasn't Chang Yue.

Chang Yue suddenly felt lucky that none of the people in the dormitory belonged to his class.

He lay down quickly after washing, facing the wall and pretending to be asleep.

It wasn't until he turned off the lights and found that no one was bothering him that his hanging heart gradually relaxed.But in the darkness, the thoughts in his mind surged like a flame that was suddenly doused with oil, almost swallowing him.

Chang Yue subconsciously began to examine the relationship between himself and everyone here.

He's only been here three months... and he realizes that he's starting to fall back on his old habit of defining things too hastily.

...especially to Su Yan.

Many things between them have developed too fast, trust, tacit understanding, familiarity... This made him have to suspect that all relationships will still be the same as before, and will eventually be regarded as worthless.

Because he hasn't changed at all.

He couldn't see the sincerity of others for a while, and sometimes he felt inexplicable, which made him afraid.Afraid that others would sneer at him again, he dared not let himself be sincere.

He hasn't changed.

Chang Yue developed a familiar feeling of powerlessness, which made him subconsciously start to resist the past, and wanted to let the traces of time make them no longer important through ignoring and contempt, as before... But He thought of his family and Su Yan, and was inexplicably sad.

I was so sad that when I gritted my teeth, my cheeks hurt, and when I tried to relax, my teeth chattered again.

He turned on the phone and typed several times before he asked the question he wanted to ask in a relatively safe way.He waited for a while, and Lu Yu replied.

He glanced roughly at first, and found that it didn't seem to be bad, so he read it carefully, and then again, he confirmed that he didn't receive any help from Liu Shan and Liu Ren when he transferred to this school, and he was relieved immediately.

——It’s still the same as before, all questions will be kept secret from mom, good night.

Looking at the message sent by Lu Yu, he noticed that his eyes were a little damp and hot, and the emotions he couldn't express were flowing out through silent tears.

Sitting in the classroom the next day, Chang Yue still had a different feeling.

He knew that most of them were his own subjective problems, and he still pretended that everything was as usual.

Older human beings will not be as naive as children, repeating a meaningless thing over and over again, which will only disdain and annoy the listeners.

Of course, there are exceptions to everything.

Fu Lin seemed to start to regard Chang Yue as a heinous person, always deliberately finding fault, especially when Liu Ruyi was around.

Chang Yue turned a deaf ear to it.

The only change is that his initiative in the past three months has subsided again, but he will not refuse the invitation of Wang Shangzhou and others, but he finds it difficult to integrate again.

The snow hadn't fallen for a few days, and it had disappeared without a trace.

In the next few days, I still like the rainy weather that comes quietly, and the ground will never dry up.

Outdoor classes are cancelled.

After class on Friday afternoon, Su Yan came to look for him as usual.

The two of them didn't like to talk much when eating in crowded places, so they quickly finished their dinner and started to walk around the running route, which was regarded as the amount of exercise for the day.

In front is the school steps.

Su Yan glanced at the phone, asked Chang Yue to wait, went down the steps by himself, and before leaving the school gate, someone handed him a bag of things, he took it, and walked up quickly.

Chang Yue sat on a stone ball and waited.

He looked down the steps, and suddenly remembered that the day they met for the first time, Su Yan climbed up the steps against the scorching sun, and his figure cast shadows on the steps. one light.

Su Yan walked up to him and handed him a cup of milk tea, the kind he drank in the mall last time.

He took it, "Thank you."

Chang Yue pierced the seal with a straw, took a sip of the cream, and the sweetness instantly entered his heart.Su Yan still went to ice the pearl milk tea, he looked at it and felt chilly.

The two sat on a stone ball, drinking milk tea quietly, talking occasionally, and only walked to the classroom when the crowds began to pour in at the school gate.

After evening self-study, Su Yan came to look for Chang Yue again.

He sat in Chang Yue's seat, let Chang Yue sit in it, and both of them were reading.After all the people in the classroom had left, he said with some helplessness, "I thought about it, and I still have to take the initiative to tell you."

"Huh?" Chang Yue looked at him suspiciously.

"Today is my birthday," Su Yan said, "Chang Yue, please say happy birthday to me."

Chang Yue completely forgot.

After reacting, Chang Yue felt that his hair was blown up, he was a little at a loss, "I'm sorry, I... didn't notice that today is the 11th."

Su Yan looked at him embarrassed, a little funny, "There are two hours left, that's enough... I was thinking just now that you would be embarrassed if I said it, so I didn't say anything just now." Give you some cake."

Su Yan said, and took out a piece of cake like a magic trick, "But after thinking about it, I still want to give it to you, so I had to ask. It's a bit melted..."

Chang Yue quickly brought the cake over, "It doesn't matter if it melts...it looks delicious...thank you."

Su Yan looked at him as if waiting for something.

"Happy birthday," Chang Yue felt that the cake in his hand was heavy, "but I didn't prepare a gift for you..."

He actually prepared it, but he felt that the gift was meaningless, so he put it back at home.

"Then hug one."

"what?"

"Birthday present, just hug one." Su Yan said, put the cake in Chang Yue's hand on the table, and hugged him.

Chang Yue was stunned, then hugged him back, and said sullenly, "Happy birthday."

"Well, I see."

Su Yan let go of Chang Yue, "Go back after eating the cake, I'm afraid you don't like it, so throw it away without taking a bite."

"No way." Chang Yue retorted, but picked up the spoon Su Yan handed him and ate it.

The cake is peach-flavored and sweet.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat, didn't you realize that I didn't come to see you at noon?" Su Yan raised her head to watch him eat, "I went to my uncle's for my birthday meal at noon, and I brought a piece of the cake my mother brought me, secretly It was put into the refrigerator in Teacher Gao’s office, and it was taken out before the third class.”

Chang Yue laughed and continued to eat the cake in his hand.He wanted to ask Su Yan what wish he had made, but he didn't know how to say it.

Su Yan continued: "If he hadn't left school early, I should have taken it out after class, but that's good too, it's not too cold to eat."

"Ah."

"Is it tasty?"

"good to eat."

"Sweet?"

"some."

Su Yan frowned, "Isn't it sweet?"

"Hmm..." Chang Yue wanted to laugh.

The cake was not too big, Chang Yue finished it quickly, Su Yan took the cake box, covered it, and put it in the schoolbag.

They checked the doors and windows together, turned off the lights, walked downstairs, and quickly reached the first floor, "Let's try something that's not too sweet for your birthday next time."

Chang Yue froze for a moment, then nodded slowly.

"I'm leaving," Su Yan said, "See you tomorrow."

Chang Yue suddenly felt reluctant, and regretted that he ate too fast just now, but he still nodded, "See you tomorrow."

"So reluctant, why don't I go to the dormitory to rub your bed?" Su Yan moved closer to Chang Yue, and the two of them were about to touch their noses.

Chang Yue was taken aback, with an embarrassed expression on his face, "That bed is a bit cramped for me to sleep alone..."

Su Yan smiled, "Then see you tomorrow?"

"Well, see you tomorrow."

It was the head teacher who told Liu Shan his information in private, which made Chang Yue lose trust in the class.

He felt that the classroom under Liu Ren's control was full of hypocrisy and calculation all the time, so it was difficult to concentrate in class, especially in Liu Ren's geography class.

Chang Yue went to class in a daze for a month, would fight with others in his spare time, and would be happy when he saw Su Yan, but as soon as the papers for the final exam were collected, he knew that he was still seriously affected.

Sure enough, when the results were announced, he fell directly to the bottom five in the class.

Chang Yue knows that he has prejudices, and he also knows that prejudices will ultimately affect himself, but he needs several times more time than others to overcome them.

"Did you feel unwell again recently?" Chang Qiao knew that Chang Yue had something on her mind recently, so she thought about it again and again, and asked after attending the parents' meeting.

"No." Chang Yue said.

"If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me or your father, don't be like before-"

Chang Yue frowned unconsciously, and interrupted her: "I didn't! Mom, can you stop mentioning those things?"

"Okay, okay, it's normal for test scores to fluctuate. In the past, our grades also fluctuated, and they were even more unstable than our son's!" Lu Yu smoothed things over, "You can't force your child to say something. Clearly understand, as long as he understands himself, I trust our son very much!"

Lu Yu patted the shoulders of the two of them.

Chang Qiao was a little anxious at first, but after listening to it for a while it was funny, and found it inappropriate to bring up the old story again, "Okay, let's not talk about it, it's almost Chinese New Year and you want to study, mom is also at fault, after all, it's our family of four. In the first year I spend here, I have to be happy."

"That's not true." Lu Yu said.

Chang Yue felt a little guilty, "I'm sorry, Mom, my tone was not very good just now, don't worry about your studies."

"Mom is not worried, but she is afraid that you have something on her mind, so she is too embarrassed to say it." Chang Qiao explained.

"I haven't." Chang Yue said.

"It's fine if you don't have one!" Lu Yu said, "Let's go, let's go out for barbecue today."

"Yes, it's fine if you don't have one. Let's go out, Man Man, come out quickly, stop drawing!"

"Got it!" A crisp little girl's voice came from the bedroom across the door.

Lu Yu said he was not in a hurry, and at night when Chang Qiao was not paying attention, he secretly sent a message to Chang Yue.

——If you think any subject is difficult, you can tell Dad, and Dad will hire you a tutor!Our family now has a car and a house, and your mother and I are not interested in buying anything else, so I want to give it to you and Manmanhua~

There is also a comparison chart at the back.

Chang Yue sat at the desk, stared at the two messages for a while, found the picture Su Yan sent him, and returned a hug. $TITLE by $AUTHOR

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