Chapter 112 Lilith, So Ashamed She Wants to Crawl into the Floor
Chapter 112 Lilith, So Ashamed She Wants to Crawl into the Floor
Chapter 113 Lilith, So Ashamed She Wants to Crawl into the Floor (4k Meow)
Lilith's figure was as graceful as a fish, but at this moment she appeared so restless.
"It's not like that, it's just—no, let's go." Lilith clenched her fingers, her chest trembling slightly.
She tried to deny what she had just said.
But in Rhodes' eyes, Lilith's emotions were clearly reflected.
My mouth is clumsy; I hate that I can't express myself properly.
As long as there are other people around, it's impossible to act cute.
These initial settings become so obvious once the flaws are removed.
This is Lilith's characteristic, and something that cannot be completely changed.
As long as the nature of the "error" remains unchanged, he has no reason to question Lilith, nor does he need to allow himself to fall into anxious thinking about those negative aspects.
All he needs to do is believe that Lilith's feelings are real, and use his absolute power to ensure that those feelings remain real forever.
To put it bluntly, the fact that she was able to say those words just now already makes her hundreds of times stronger than before, doesn't it?
Rhodes broke free from Felicity's grasp.
His eyes lowered as he looked at Lilith and said softly, "Aren't you willing to hold on even for a little while longer? If you hadn't so quickly denied your own request, that would have been better."
Lilith, I am not an omnipotent machine, nor can I always take care of emotions.
If you back down, then I really won't move forward.
The words were gentle, but they were really just simple guidance.
Although he was guiding Lilith forward from a high position, that was enough.
At least, Lilith understood what Rhodes meant.
If she hadn't backed down, Rhodes would have given her what she wanted, and she could have greedily enjoyed it all.
Or rather, if she takes just one more step now, she can obtain these things just as easily.
But the problem is—
My feet just wouldn't obey me; I couldn't take a single step forward.
His mouth seemed to be blocked, as if saying the words he had just taken back would be even more awkward.
The stubbornness in her heart grew stronger, causing her eyes to tremble.
But wouldn't it be the ugliest thing if she didn't take a step forward now?
Once again, he denied Rhodes's feelings with words, and once again hurt him in a vicious way.
She absolutely refuses.
So, she bit her lip, a faint taste of blood and a stinging pain spreading through her body, making her feel a part of the reality of being a "mortal".
Then-
Her feet trembled slightly as she took a step, her light blue boots gently touching the ground, propelling her body forward a little by little, like a shadow.
Just a little bit.
But even this little bit is a lot to her.
Then, she lowered her head and gently hooked the hem of Rod's dress with her slender fingers.
"I want one too—"
Three words.
She vanished as if she had evaporated, her ear tips turning red and bleeding, her eyes began to dart around uncontrollably, and she became dazed.
shame.
That's true. In her eyes, expressing her feelings in front of such a group of people was so shameful that she would dig a grave and jump in to be buried in peace.
Not to mention, three of these people were "fish-stealing cats" who were completely unimportant to her in her past life.
"No." Lilith took a deep breath, then, still feeling ashamed, she let go, her face flushed. "I—"
In that instant, Rhodes gave her no chance to back down again.
Looking at the girl's extremely innocent appearance, he reached out and took Lilith's hand, which was about to let go.
It's as soft as cotton, and feels very gentle when you hold it in your hand.
Unfortunately, Lilith's hands are very cold now because the intense emotions have caused all her blood to rush to her body, making her limbs cold.
"If you can continue to express your emotions like this, then you certainly deserve a share as well."
Rhodes bent down and said softly, "However, to prevent you from doing this out of ambition, I will only give you the ring after I have become very, very strong."
"At least, we'll wait until you can't beat me no matter what."
It may seem like a threat, but it's actually completely harmless.
Or rather, the words spoken in such a gentle voice are more about flirting.
Therefore, Lilith's breathing became even more erratic.
Her face was already flushed red, and now her whole body felt weak and numb, and she almost collapsed to the ground because her legs were too weak.
"I----"
"Let's go, we need to hurry back to the meeting and have a proper discussion about Phillips's marine species problem."
"Ah—um, okay." Lilith didn't even know what she was doing.
She's like a fool now, just nodding and shaking her head blankly.
I felt excited, embarrassed, and ashamed—all of those feelings.
But she really didn't need to care about anything anymore.
She simply felt her hand being taken by that man again, felt his warm, solid touch, and then fell into a dreamlike illusion.
His silhouette, his aura.
How long?
For decades, for centuries—immersed in their own broken world, unable to break free.
Although the world of the previous timeline reverted three years after Rhodes' death, the gods' perception of time is different.
We lost something important, and that is eternity.
Has she succeeded now?
At least, we've gained so much more.
She knew her mistakes were still there, so she would have to spend her whole life following him to make amends.
But at least now she doesn't have to be so humble as to say she's a sinner, and she has a little bit of courage to share this love.
Couldn't we at least say something to those philandering cats to stop them, instead of just standing by and watching?
She walked with Rod leading her.
It was just like when I was a child—I tiptoed behind my master with a haughty expression.
Although I really hate being led around by her, because she always confidently says how powerful she is and how easily she can protect me, in the end she still ends up as a grave.
But being led by Rod is a completely different story.
I don't dislike it, I'm very content, I feel my own existence, and I'm happy.
They walked step by step, and everyone followed in Rhodes' footsteps, moving forward together.
"Rhodes, what exactly is your relationship with Lilith?" Ivina leaned over and finally couldn't help but ask.
Of the girls present, she was the only one who knew nothing about it.
Now that we're so close, surely we should know about this little problem?
Rod paused slightly.
It's not that he can't tell Ivina, it's just that he suddenly doesn't know how to explain it to her.
It's definitely not appropriate to directly say something like "second playthrough," since there are three outsiders behind us.
Besides, even if I told her directly, she might not understand.
Rhodes thought for a moment, but to his surprise, Lilith spoke first. She pursed her lips and looked at Ivina.
It's a very simple reason; it's time for her to greet this newcomer.
"It is a relationship of lovers, and also a relationship of atonement."
"I did something to offend Rod in the past, so Rod disliked me for a while."
"But it's gotten a little better in the last two days, that's all."
The words were simple and calm.
There was no intention to target Ivina, nor was there any boastful display of her former status as the Empress.
"————" Ivina stared at Rhodes for two seconds before glancing away, then swaggered off, waving her arms wildly.
"Lilith, when I first met you, you exuded a cold aura that made me afraid to get close."
However, you're a little bit more pleasant to be around now.
Ivina spoke casually, as if she were already familiar with Lilith, striking up a conversation with ease.
Lilith was slightly taken aback.
I thought Ivina would press me about "the things I'm sorry for," or ask "how did they maintain their relationship with Rhodes before?"
But—that's all.
At that moment, Lilith truly felt the friendliness of this girl who shared similar traits with her.
Undeniably, Ivina is much better than her.
Ivina, even if she keeps it to herself, will definitely let it out soon.
Although she had a hint of arrogance, it was still hundreds of times better than someone like her who couldn't express herself well.
"Hmm, a little bit, let's change it." Lilith also softened her tone and forced herself to be a little friendlier to Ivina.
"Ugh, how disgusting, you're using those 'meter-long' terms again." Ivina's silver hair swayed lightly with the swaying.
She shook her head, then snorted and shouted, "Your progress is a hundred times, a hundred times, and I won't accept any rebuttal. It's really awkward and disgusting to say those things while suppressing your emotions."
"I—" Lilith's voice suddenly went silent.
Okay, not good at all —
In the past, she would have coldly retorted.
But for Ivina, she absolutely could not do that —
Felicity watched this scene calmly, simply standing beside Rhodes without making any reaction.
In her eyes, someone like Lilith had never been entitled to make any demands in the first place.
But in the end, after seeing Lilith put aside her pride and join their group, she didn't care anymore.
It's like she was originally the wife of the porridge giver, but ended up looking like a porridge beggar; what can she say?
Should I continue to damage my image? There's no need.
Moreover, Lilith's time is running out—
Yes.
This gentle, simple story comes to an end.
Because—Natalie came.
In other words, Lilith's end has come sooner than expected.
Even if Lilith had previously used her body to convince Rhodes, everything would vanish if Natalie's words contradicted Lilith's.
Because in this way, proving whether Lilith is right or wrong is no longer important.
Even if Lilith truly loves Rhodes and is willing to give up everything to follow him, it's the same.
That's it.
No one would believe it, and no one would want to believe this arrogant god.
That's right.
Felicity concealed the truth, and after Rhodes' death, Natalie, as the pope of the Star God faith, naturally found herself caught in the storm.
Natalie did her utmost to maintain the order of the faith and keep the Empire running smoothly for the sake of Lilith, the person who had hurt her.
Not for any reason.
Because Rhodes loved Lilith, even though Rhodes died in an accident, she would do everything she could to maintain the world he created.
But precisely because of this, Natalie, the papal spokesperson, was the first to be attacked and assassinated.
Natalie died tragically in the chaotic church, and not even her body was preserved; it was burned to ashes.
After all, Natalie is a [Destiny God Seed], so even if she is a powerful being who has advanced eight times, she wouldn't be able to withstand the attacks of those rioters, right?
Lilith, unaware that her Pope was dead, remained nowhere to be found.
Therefore, whether Natalie believes Lilith truly gave up her divine position to resurrect Rhodes is irrelevant.
She was disappointed enough in this god, enough to make her think about everything from a dark perspective. This is the real reason why Felicity was absolutely confident and did not lose her temper when she heard Rhodes ask Natalie to judge.
From the very beginning, this was a doomed situation for Lilith.
So, it won't matter if Lilith leisurely and pitifully begs for this ring for a little while.
Just quietly watch the show.
Star Trails Platform.
Merrick gazed at the tracks ahead and said calmly, "I'll leave the investigation of the anomalies in the academy to you. Once you understand the cause or if the situation has exceeded your expectations, call me as soon as possible."
"Understood, Professor Merrick, or rather—I actually have a lead."
.
Rhodes glanced at Cecilia.
Once they get back to the apartment, he'll make her tell him everything, but—he reckons the matter won't be easily resolved.
"A marine species that has been upgraded four times has appeared on the eastern coast. It can be seen that they are testing our land-based combat strength step by step, or rather, testing the level of the strongest in this region."
There has been no war between the two countries for hundreds of years, so this basic probing is natural.
Therefore, I must go there immediately to suppress them and make them retreat.
"Yes, I understand."
"Alright, let's stop here."
Merrick glanced indifferently at the approaching Starlink vehicle, then turned her back and slowly walked away. In just two or three steps, she disappeared from Rhodes's sight.
At that moment, the door made a sound of airflow.
puff-
With a clatter, the carriage door slowly opened.
"Let's go back to the academy and see what's going on there, and—go say hello to Natalie."
After Rod finished speaking, all the girls perked up.
Goodbye Natalie —
No matter what, it is destined to cause turmoil.
Whether it's Lilith's situation or the space that the other girls can get—"Hmph." Ivina snorted coldly, wanting to see what the so-called Holy Maiden of the Imperial Church would be like.
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